2nd Semester ROCKS !!

Scanning list of semester 2 subjects; Microbiology, Immunology, Immunohaematology, Diagnostic Haematology, Parasitology, Clinical Biochemistry, Anatomy and Physiology and Moral Studies... Kinda excited to face new challenges, new syllabus~ First of all, I would like to brief about all the subjects and my current status with those subjects :-

(a) Microbiology

Lecturer: (Lecture + Tutorial) Mr. Sreejith
(Practical) Mr. Sreejith

Step into my classroom, my very first lesson was Microbiology... Wondering what it gonna be~ Well, possible it will be interesting since I know that it is all about bacteria and viruses~ Borrowed some related books from library and refer for weeks, realise that how interesting Microbiology will be, how diseases occur in this world, how scientist introduce their theories and researches~ Nowadays, H1N1 occupied as a biggest issue in the world still Hepatitis B and C will be the 1st in disease caused by viruses in the world.. It sounds interesting and challenging~ But... There's something I hate the most =.=" !!! From what you understand what is Microbiology, same time you need to memorise such a long long long long and damn horrible LONG NAMES !!! lol .. Banging my head to the wall, too bad I love this subject~ Just because of joyful of making bacteria culture.. Culturing those viruses that bring harm to human being... To test, to culture, to cure, to research, to diagnosis~ Currently, I did my bacteria smears, Staining for bacteria, Observing how bacteria looks like and identified accurately =D


(b) Immunology

Lecturer: (Lecture + Tutorial) Dr. Jega
(Practical) Mdm. Sree

Hoho.... The hardest subject I'm facing now ! lol.. I think most of you will know, obviously this subject related to our human immunity towards diseases... Gain some knowledge about antibodies, such as IgM, an antibodies that produce in human body naturally when delivered in this world within 6 months old; IgG, an antibodies that produce in human body when antigens stimulate the immunity of specific human body and etc... Just mentioned world highest dangerous disease, Hepatitis B and C... Every kid given Hepatitis B protection, by inject vaccine to all babies borned since 1990.. Sadly, till now there's no vaccination for Hepatitis C ( sigh~ ).. A lot of people wondering why Hepatitis B and C having the highest rate of infectious but why not Hepatitis A? Scientist found out that Hepatitis A spread the infection by oral, food, seafood will be the one, seafood lovers are advisable to take vaccine against Hepatitis A as it may cause liver cirrhosis when it goes to the terminal stage.. Unlike Hepatitis B and C, it infect to host (human being) by a drop of blood that contact with wound or any injury of skin.. Isn't it crazy? One drop of blood can cause one person to face the whole life of infection.. Pity.. By time, I had learnt till Antibodies and antigens, the method of performing serum towards antigen.. World, I will be joining The WHO ( World Health Organization ) bring my research and if possible with my vaccine to cure disease that out of solution...


(c) Immunohaematology

Lecturer: (Lecture + Tutorial) Mr. Sreejith
(Practical) Mr. Sreejith

By the way, Quite speechless about this subject as it almost same with the combination of Immunology and Diagnostic Haematology that we going to discuss next.. From the name given for this subject, dealing with blood is a must and of course with the other human specimens too (Stool, urine, Sputum, tissue fluids, saliva, etc...) Kinda shocked when I know I'm going to collect those " disgusting " specimens from a patient.. What to do, just used to it.. Training myself to face it.. The nightmare of my life, the SMELLS !! Yucks!!!!! Just hope it won't be a phobia for me =.=" !! Rarely stools and urine (unless the patient is required for a glucose estimation) will be collected.. Majority blood will occur daily in the rest of my life.. Observe our human common blood component; Red Blood Cells, Whit blood Cells, Platelets and Serum (obtained after centrifuged, without anticoagulant added to the blood) or plasma (obtained after centrifuged, with anticoagulant added to the blood)... Definitely it will be fun and exciting when you involve in hands-on exercise always~


(d) Diagnostic Haematology (D.H)

Lecturer: (Lecture + Tutorial) Mr. Sreejith
(Practical) Mr.Sreejith

Simiilar as Immunohaematology =D~ Did you know what's the major difference between this 2 subjects? Obviously the name ! xD lol... Did you donate any blood before? If you did, where did your blood will be ? Did you heard about blood transfusion? Did you wonder how doctor and nurse tansfuse the blood from one person to the other blood acceptor patients? Well, you're considerate if you did care the others.. Have you even wonder your blood holding a chance to save a person in the world.. Don't be stingy, guys and girls be sincere, donate your fresh blood to help a person in the world.. A pack of 250ml of fresh blood bring back a worthful life, how meaningful is that~ Be frank, not for ladies or girls, donation of blood is just a process of saving.. I have interviewed few friends, yet I found out they are facing fears towards the needles~ Common for everyone, holding a fear when the needle approaching to your vein, and I'm the one ! Currently, I have recovered from needle phobia.. Started to hold responsibility of testing, grouping by using various type of Anti sera (grouping reagents) and cross matching of bloods~ Save human in the world as much as I can ~


(e) Parasitology

Lecturer: (Lecture + Tutorial) Mr.Sreejith
(Practical) Mr.Sreejith

Almost similar with microbiology, difference just the study of parasites... Cancers that causes by a tiny parasite which rated as highly dangerous once they enter human colon (intestine).. every illness will started in primary stage but end up with terminal stage.. Besides for determination, identification plays the main role in this subjects~ Bacteria, Viruses and Parasites having same appearance when we view under microscope~ Short brief about Parasitology (not much syllabus to discuss).. The famous parasites that causes diarrhea; Entamoeba coli (a parasite commonly spread by using spore). Entamoeba histolytical (a parasite spread through oral to intestine and spread evenly with a ratio of 1 nucleus to 8 other daughter amoebulaes and it will lead liver abscess or intestine cancer unless it given medication earlier)... So scary when I heard this hazardous parasite~ We can prevent it by avoiding raw food as well as dirty hand in contact to our mouth~ Reminder ! Do wash your hand regularly yaaa !!!


(f) Clinical Biochemistry

Lecturer: (Lecture + Tutorial) Mr. Joseph Lopaz
(Practical) Mdm. Saras

Not much to say about this subject~ Since my lecturer always in a busy status due to meetings and councils~ Till now, only practical available in class.. Mid semester examination is coming.. Can't imagine how we going to survive in this subject that without a lecture to provide us notes and guidance.. Only hope that we can pass through this hard time by gaining extra knowledge in practical lesson... Full of sadness! I missed my Ex Clinical Biochemistry lecturer T.T Unfortunately, we need to say good bye to him since he provided a better offer from the government~ Bye and take care Mr. Pannir.. Miss you ever~


(g) Anatomy & Physiology

Lecturer: (Lecture + Tutorial) Mdm. Sree
(Practical) Mdm. Sree

A subject harder than Biology indeed.. The study of human cells, tissues, systems, structures and functions of everything involved in on human body~ Quite useless and nonsense this subject occurring in my subject list~ Sigh~ Happiness to escape Biology (a bored subject compare to microbiology).. You know, the nightmare is just began~ Escaped Biology, continue by Anatomy and Physiology =.=" ! What's The Difference Man !!!!! ROAR!!!! I hate this I hate this SUBJECT as well as this LECTURER !!!! Lecture = Read notes.. making me to sleep~ Glad to see that she changed her teaching method~ Is good~ Wait and see~ Trying to cope up or else I am DEAD in final !

(h) Moral Studies

Lecturer: (Lecture + Tutorial) Mr. Aladin

Obviously, Moral Studies and Malaysian Studies are compulsory for every college students in Malaysia.. Since I took my Malaysian Studies in previous semester, this semester i will be facing last MQA (Malaysia Qualification Agency) subject~ Hurray!! Hm to describe this subject is very easy~ A word and a sigh required~ " BORED!" Gladly, my lecture is a good guy and brings a lot of jokes to wake us up~ Thanks to him anyway, hope we appreciate what he taught us lately~ =D


As a simple conclusion, few subjects need 3 semester to complete~ To make sure we can master and expert in the specific field~ As we moving to other harder semester, clinical attachment period is approaching us~ Be confidence on your decision~ Do the best achieve the rest~ Just try to be as good as doctors, perform better skills avoiding error in everything~ Cover the world with a sheet of love and cares~ Valuable life is the best among the rest~ Appreciate your life, HUMAN!

Dahh~

Pending for months, everyday, every minute and every second~ My mind fulfill with result grades A, A-, B+, B, B-, C+ and so on~ But the only thing i focus is just the F grade =.=" ~ like to think tooo much ? Opsss~ Just worried my bloody malaysian studies ~ Haiz, do hope so i manage to pass but not for distinction, lolx ! Because I know my own ability, I hate subjects that similar with my history ( memorise )~ Yet, I hate my MS's lecturer as well ! haha ! He is a troublesome old man, love to bring issues from small to big til the ears of head of department...

Well, kinda nervous that day before my result is out~ Funniest thing was my lecturer open the door and look at me give out a sigh =.=" At the moment, my brain full of disappointment just feel like fed up with my result~ Sir came out with a paper, I know that's my batch's result ! I'm the first one who stand in front of the notice board... Once the result is sticked, I took a ruler and refer~~~ ~~~~~ Surprisingly, I did not fail any subject yet I got 5A's, 2B+ and 1C for malaysian studies with a pointer of 3.48 (CGPA) ~ Should I say I'm too happy or relief?

With my broken english I still manage to get B+, that's good enough for me anyway ~ Quickly, I hold my phone and dial to my mom abt this good news... Of course, she was shocking abot my unexpected result~ Just really thankful to eveything I did so that I deserve to get this to make my mom feel proud of it ~ 1st semester is over, and now I'm facing the 2nd semester, challenging pathway is waiting for me, just have to promise myself and try my own best to maintain the pointer so that it won't waste my time due to repeat the previous semester~

My days

Finally, my brother get his result.. Well, glad to say he did very well and there's 3 A's for him.. Congratulation my dear bro, Keep it up.. ! Same time it makes me sad as well.. I wonder why I will cry when I'm taking my shower.. Stand in front of mirror and blame myself, start to close my face and cry, can't I just clever than my dear brother ? So curious about the reasons, really hope I can beat my brother.. Hmmm, as what my mom said I'm always remain as a winner,I can't face failure in my life! It's true! Quite headache to face this kind of inborn attitude.. In the other way round, I don't want it ! I hate it ! Leave me alone!

Pending my result already 1 month, nervous! I went my uni today for my result.. It's harsh to say Bloody Hell to the admin.. All my friends started their new semester and I have to stuck in first semester holiday, still remain semester break! I hate my holidays! I need my studies! Unfortunately, there's one more week to go, predict my result will be there after school reopen.. sad! Well, before I forget, I have to congrats my friend that he got his own sweetheart.. Blessing them to be happy forever since I saw their lovely couple pictures..

For me, almost one month I didn't update my blog~ Helping my grandma to print and check something at office and yet.. I realise I couldn't accompany my dear for weeks so do him.. His tough semester is on going, do hope he can take care very well and study smart~ For sure, missing him is the must for me, missing him also my responsibility as we know we are husband and wife since we patch back.. Love him forever.. 66 days more to meet him, really do miss him badly especially night time when I needed him so much to lend me a warm hug and a lovely kiss~

While waiting, I did a lot of things to spend my holiday but of course mostly goes to shopping with friends.. Certainly, I do not have any financial support from my mom as I do not have school.. Currently, facing financial problem for pocket money, no worries, saving brings benefit! Hahaha... Holidays make me change a lot.. Main will goes to motivate myself study hard to achieve the aims I have been set since form 4 to be a highly educated girl ! Oh yea! I'm not a beauty but I'm proud that I'm highly educated..

As what I know, to love a person, not for their outlook but their heart (eg, my beloved husband, Nicholas =D ), of course with 5C's ( Capability, Care, Career, Confidence and Consideration ).. Maybe my dear don't have a good outlook, with 5C's that's enough for the rest of my life =) So glad that he trusted me for such a long time.. Thanks for your support, Love you my beloved dear~

Cookies~

*+* Bought our ingredients, hi-tea at Gasoline *+*

*+* Joslin and Sarbesh at Gasoline *+*

*+* Old fashioned oven but bake nice cookies *+*

*+* Corn Flakes cookies *+*

*+* Process of arranging *+*

*+* Our production, half finished.. *+*

*+* Observe the container *+*

Days Of Cookies

There's once in my life time~ Hang out with my college friends for ingredients.. Took all those useless items put in my trolley instead of my needs~ I love my friends, they're funny~ always telling me variety of jokes, making a lot of laughs~ 12/9/09 I went out with them.. I brought them to Time Square Cold Storage... Saw a lot of veges, Ingredients, Baking needs etc.. i took a trolley exactly look like an aunt... wahaha.. walk here and there.. turn here and there... and my friends laughing like a monkey~

It takes half an hour, I finish searching my ingredients.. One of my friend pull me to the non-halal section and asked me a question~~ " Will malay come in? " I totally blank out and sweat.... Everyone know the answer =.=... Of course i end up her question with dots ...... kakaka~ But I'm sorry to say it is too harsh to talk to my indian friends~ hehe~ But anyway, I really like to mix up with them~

It's quite late when i reach home.. Took a nice hot shower ( Rainy day ) ~ Lye on my bed cover with a thick and warm blanket~ Missing him so much.. Just feel like hug and kiss him.. Miss his body temp to warm me up T.T Argh~ tears dropping~ one drop by one drop... I really can't wait to meet him~ Hate myself so much that i needed him so much every night~

From the ex night we being together, I started to cry and miss him even I just lye on my bed~ silly huh ? Over flow the love on him ? Don't know~ Few days didn't online and accompany him, felt so guilty and depressed... This wife didn't do well her responsibility on her hubby.. Banging head to wall... So stupid!!

One depress and unhappy night passed... Started my next day ( 13/9/09 ) with a full of refresh mind~ Open my eyes from sweet date dream, hugging my bluster and smile.. I knew my hubby will always be right beside me =) I knew he woke up and sure smile beside me and observe a piggy wife =D~

Brushed my teeth happily, drink a cup of low fat milk and changed my clothes (I don't want to wear pajamas and bake my cookies ) Sharp 1130am my friends came... Saw my mom, thought she's my sister... Surprisingly, they call my mom sister!!! wahahaha~ Finished the intro, we had our small portion of breakfast and started our baking process..

Guess what~ We did 100++ of chocolate mocha cookies and corn flakes cookies~ What I like was flour on my face~ haha~ and they almost turn my kitchen around.. of course my mom will be the one who suffer ( She needs to clean up for me ) Thanks mama ~ muaksss Love you~ So much of hard work... It took 5 hours to finish those baking process...

To save our time, 2 of us making corn flakes cookies ( sounds great and tasty ) Actually is a combination of corn flakes, chocolates and butter only... Only important steps is to mix up everything and put in the freezer~ We are so tired after we finished everything~ Feel happy when we success our cookies with a nice color~ So, anyone want to try my cookies? =D Just let me know, I'm glad to lend a few pieces =)

I Love Cookies~ Same time I learn baking cookies is just for my dear =D

Because I'm going to be his future wife as well~ =D

Freeeeee ~~~~

Yahoo!!!! Finally I'm free from 1st semester~

So glad... Anyway goodbye my 1st sem and say hello to my 2nd sem~

Sharon, Welcome to MLT's specified subjects... Microbio, Immuno, C. Biochem and etc

But still I can't free from MQA subjects T.T ~ Moral will be the next~

Frankly, Can't wait to face those fresh challenges~

New practicals, new theories, new lecturers~

Do hope so my lecturer will be better than the first semester~

Same time, I'm so sorry to my lao gong~ I do not spend more time accompany him~

Most of the time with my friends, making my cookies and some hang out...

Really do miss him even though i'm outside...

I know he did the same thing~ But still i feel so guilty... didnt be a good lao po for him~

But i promise i will do~ =D muakssss to my lao gong~

Few more days wanna go genting~ My mom reserved a resort for me and my 2 friends~

Planning to stay there one night on 16 Sept... Can't wait for it....

Looking forward what will we do at midnight ~~

Shhh..... =D I'll tell you guys after I'm back yaa~

Today went out with my friends, buying my ingredients happily~

Is there anyone want to try my homemade cookies?

I'm not so sure it can success or a failure...

Nehhh... Try for everything... Exactly headache you know... Ingredients and methods will be my challenge...

Instead, I have to face my 40 years old Oven T.T!! Argh!!

Told my mom to buy me a new oven so that it would be easier for me...

Main thing is it won't transfer a nice look cookies to a charcoal =.=" Sweatzz~

So jealous with all my friends, they owned an oven T.T ~

Whatever, Just go on and try ( I tried before, it was lucky that the cookies can be eaten! )

Funny... But tomorrow will be the special and new method I need to learn...

Skills of Piping with nozzles, skills of making icing for the chocolate cookies topping~

I hope my friends and family will like it...

Wish me luck...

My phone out of credit today.. I mean whole day...

Kinda worry and miss my beloved... Finally I went back home earlier so that I can accompany him~

Muaksss.... once again~ sorry my lao gong~ muakssss~

102 days to go to meet each other~

I can't wait for that day~ muakssssss~ Love you... and lao po promise will spend more time with you ( even though through pcs and webcams )

I don't want to leave my lao gong lonely muaksssss~

Love Ya... muaksss~

A short pathway ( Since form 4 )

Merdeka... Merdeka... and Merdeka...

Frankly, merdeka just for country but not me~ Sweats~

Not feeling well for 2 days, my stomach paining like no buddy busniess =.=

Checking my phone's contents... Full of my pictures..

Sadly, it just started from my form 4 life till now...

*+* Used to be like a boy *+*

*+* Used to be hardworking *+*


*+* My board hi-tea *+*

*+* Used to hang out with Malay friend *+*

*+* Used to dress up nicely *+*

*+* Used to bring hp to school @.@ *+*

*+* Used to be a ghost xD *+*

*+* Hang out after got my SPM result *+*

*+* Started my uni's life *+*

*+* Used to mix with intelligent friends *+*

*+* New life started here *+*

*+* Instead, I know some guys as well.. *+*

*+* Used to be in genting with my new friends *+*

*+* Currently, from a boy-lish to girlish adi xD *+*

MCs

Today was third day I fell ill.. It was torturing me since Wednesday evening..

Remember that participle day I went to Mid Valley accompany my friend to buy table fan..

While I'm on the way back, I felt dizzy.. And finally I faint.. Fell down accidentally..

But these incident I did not tell my friends and my family, I scared they worried..

So glad that one uncle help me up bring me for a seat and ask how am i..

When I reached my station, no cabs willing to fetch me home.. I think it might be a big jam..

Walked for 45 minutes, hold my suffer, hold my pain.......

I saw my house, I was glad to reach my house.. Lie on my bed, full of darkness in my eyes~

No feeling, no energy, feel like dying dying and dying... (No one in my house)

I can't stand the feeling anymore... Finally, I fell ill... Heavy flu, Coughing, fever and sore throat...

I want to tell my friend that I'm not feeling well.. Unfortunately, my friends busy.. Cant do anything..

First day of sick, torturing and suffering.. high fever gone and came back...

I hate fever..

Thursday morning, I can't even stand or sit properly on bed.. My mom was worrying me..

She did not sleep well yesterday night.. She cares me for whole night.. Thanks to have her..

Thought that I can recover Thursday, who knows Friday I can't make it to class...

Headache came to find me... So sad that I have to do all of things to cure my ill..

Almost 10 litres of water I drank for each day now..

Frankly, I gonna vomit if I drink water again..

I wish I could maintain back my good health as usual..

Guys and girls, drink more water, don't eat oily food..

Do not fall sick, it is torturing your health..

Sobxx

Such a bad day, my bubei had something wrong again since 2 weeks ago.. T.T

Sobz, bubei bubei.. Don't make me worry about you..

Without you, my life will be nothing..

Without you, my life will stuck..

Without you, my friend can't call me for assignments and homeworks...

Please don't leave me!!!! My beloved bubei.......... handphone~

Talk with someone whole day.. Wondering who =>

Chatting + Gaming + Blurring today...

Check out my friends profiles, they're pretty girls..

Same time i wondering why can't I just same as them to be a gorgeous girl..

No time to exercise, no free time to manage a proper meal.. Perhaps............. no comment..

Might be excuses.. Might be true..

Nowadays I try to slim down myself.. Have to motivate myself to do more exercise~

Of course I won't skip my breakfast ( One of my way)

Always food in small portion ( Ususally I will take medium )

Exercise ( I need time.. Only thing i do will be sit-up for every morning, go away fats!! )

Oh ya, forgot to mention.. So glad that I found my blackheads solution!!

Yahoo!!! My blackheads kit.. product from a korean agency company, ETUDE HOUSE~

*+* My Blackhead kit~ Recommend to cure stubborn blackheads!!! *+*

*+* Two Combination steps (One) Heating Scrub *+*

*+* (Two) Blackheads kit [ a box with blackhead removing serum & Smoothing Cream ] *+*

*+* Strongly recommend *+*

*+* Passport Stickers *+*

*+* My ETUDE HOUSE Passport *+*

Today is a hot day, Can't really do anything to cure the hot feeling..

Arranging my notes for those different subjects...

3 weeks, easily to get headache by just looking at the notes..

Worrying my studies, can't really absorb what am i reading also....

Homeworks and assignments increasing...

ZzZzZz~ So sleepy man.. I need coffee~~~~

Nite Guys and Girls~

The End of Today...

Schooling Is Not Easy

Day by day, finally it remains 3 more weeks to do my revision~

Previously, I could not think what's gonna be my final examination mark~

Full of nervous and tensions, sitting at the pc lab in my Uni...

Of course I saw a lot of couple here ( Indians )~

Hopefully my dear will be with me until the end of my studies..

Kinda moody today, didn't accompany my dear also.. Haiz.. I wish I could do that~

I hope I can be with him for few days to warm him up~

Count down my examination days, my lecturer giving me a lot of stress..

At last I have to manage it myself.. Crazy huh?

My relatives said I became thinner.. My answer was stressed and studies..

It's true also.. Few months ago, I started to skip my lunch.. Losing my appetite..

Do hope I can manage to take good care of myself~

Sore throat, ill, flu and etc.. Especially coughing for few weeks already.. Kinda worried myself..

Dear my friends, I'm happy that you all cheer me up..

I hope I really can do well in my final examination.. Hope I won't fail in my exam~

I don't want to retake my 1st sem.. ( The easiest semester for my MLT course!! )

T.T sob sob

To Head Off A Disaster

Should I say I pray to god everyday?

Should I say I pray my grandpa everday?

Should I say I'm lucky because I did well?

Should I say I'm blessed by my family members and friends support?

But I would say yes for all... I'm so glad to have them..

Because of them I did well in my driving test~

That's the fate shows I should be driver for my family and my friends~ It's my pleasure too =)

Because of them I did well in my oral test today~

Surprisingly, I spoke fluently in front all my classmates =)

Because of them I did my assignment without any mistake~

And these, makes the lecturer smile often... Should be nice right? =)

Anyway my final is coming~ Very soon my first semester going to over ~

Frankly, I'm not willing to leave my first semester~ The easiest and full of joy~

I do really hope that the coming semester will be fine~

Still, I can maintain my relaxing and joyful life~

I love you to all my supportive friends.. Especially for someone that do not want to show their motivation in front of me~

Last but not least, 2 words to my family members, thank you is a must!!! I love you !

Anyway thanks for everything!

(^o^)(")

Driver? Passanger?

Driving or sitting? This will be my last chance and I accept the fact! { my fate? T.T }

Sobzz.... Sadly, I can't attend my practical today T.T..

I can't meet my friends and hang out with them today T.T..

I missed my lecturer today T.T..

* Observing my watch * ditt.. dot... dit.. dot.... Tension man! Gonna take my exam soon..

Since last month I took my driving test, I failed~

So disappointed yet I still can't motivate myself very well to pass today..

Wondering I manage to pass or not T.T~

Brush my teeth ( bling bling~ shining man~ XD)

Went Clinic to take my MC ( Today I`m absent XD but doctor simply provide MC... kakaka)

Took my beloved breakfast ( milk + cereal ) yummy~ Wanna share with me? ( =P no way!)

Reading provided handout ( Biochemistry - Enzymes + Hormones) As revision? [Tough T.T]

Blurring in front of the pc and look after my games and MSN~ XD

(Facebook - Restaurant City, Pet Society, Barn Buddy and Happy Farm) lalalala~

Writing my blog? (erm..... of course or else how can you read my blog? =.=" Swttt~ )

Last but not least, WAITING A HANDSOME BROTHER FETCH ME (for driving test =.=")

Haizzzzz...... Wish me luck ya~

Something changed

Good morning Sunday, sadly, Today I'm not very well.. Facing my coming soon final exam~ *Stressed* Headache, fever, cough etc.. Mood changing and changing.. Sometimes better sometimes worse and even worst~ Nic, thanks for calling me yesterday, so glad that u concern about me.. Your words really cheer me... A mount of assignments waiting for me to finish within one week, yet, my exam is coming and i can't manage to finish revision my Biochemistry.wonder that i have enough time to manage my studies and him or not.. Well, I think i could and I hope I could~ Facing financial problem now, I need a laptop for assignments in my Uni, waiting for loan balance~~~ * Waiting *

Talk about him, I quarrel with him almost 1 week continuously.. I did blame myself always
can't accompany my bf, of course not for him only, even for the exs... Frankly, after my SPM examination, a bunch of regretful in my mind.. turning and turning.. Like what my friend said, you did not pay anything how you gonna get back, " No pain, no gain" That's what they told me~ Refresh those words that annoy me from last year, I tried to put more hardwork on my studies~ I just want to get my diploma certificate with full of distinction remark from MLT Department.. So glad that I did my recent presentation very well.. ( Next will be my Oral test ) Nowadays I tried to train myself in English~ Learning learning.. Listening shouldn't be a problem for me.. For writing, ya i think, vocab and grammar (=.=")~

I do hope my dear can understand my situation.. Possible be alone for a period in my studies.. My aims, my targets, I need time and hardwork to achieve and to gain my best!

What`s My Mood Status ?

Too stress on my studies? I do not have an idea on it... Honesty that`s damn stress my dears~ First semester I have to suffer for those " stranger ", I mean subjects that I did not learn before... I wonder what`s my mood status now... Feeling of depress, feeling of missing.... Are these punishment that I deserved after I did a lot of things?

Fully of relief just because my father upgrade my Microsoft to 2007... Nowadays I do not have any worries on my incoming assignments... Suddenly, I felt depressed... What`s........... What`s wrong with me... Do someone missed me? I knew my heart contains a weird taste... Not to say full taste... Guiding me to moody status and I do not have any concentration on my revisions for incoming mid semester exam (15/6 - 22/6)... For few days, I used to sit beside window yet enjoying shining stars... Even though I had a packed schedule for studies... Unrealisable, I did the same things since I started University life... Surprised?

This is the 7th week in the University... Used to get know all the locations of labs, classes, halls and more... I did very tired, need to exchange five to six buses per day for double journey... It almost takes 2 hours to reach the destination... Dears, If i don`t know how to tell you my problems... Blog is my first choice of expression... Sorry to say my english level still very weak... I do read newspaper for everyday.... no worries... relax just wanna "record" all my incidents and feelings here only...

" Happy Go Lucky ! Copyright By Sharon Low Sze Hean... "

我。。那么没用~

四个星期了。。我在大学的日子已经渐渐第四个礼拜了~

原以为功课可以轻易的完成，怎知道，做完了又再来。。再好了又再来。。

之前我无意中，把我老公拿来出气~老公，真得很抱歉~

应该是学习环境改变的关系，对功课比之前更积极了~ 我只想做到最好，好让妈妈对我有信任~

心里其实一直闷着东西，自己也不懂得什么来的，想告诉我老公，但是。。不知道要怎样表达

所以我选择被老公觉得我不关心他，没关系，再大的压力我也可搞定，我们的感情一定没事的

这也是我对我们建立的感情中充满的信心~ 最近好累，不是赶功课就是做assignment。

很多天了，打开电脑就是写功课或者做电脑老师的功课~现在的我渐渐的不像以前了~

我很像一个不体谅老公心情的女生！几天了，不断责怪自己没有好好陪你。

对不起，我爱你。。。

我做的一切，也是为了大家未来着想~

今天又要赶assignment了，还蛮累得。每个星期四还要presentation哟~还真讨厌！

Days In My New Environment..... MAHSA College

Dear blog,

Such a long time i didn`t update my posts.. I`m sorry darling..

Kinda busy for few days, yet, happily to say I tried something different in college~

First day of my lesson, there`re many assignment pending for my class..

Sadly, my course schedule packed everyday !! T.T Some of the day until 6pm..

Just scan through the list of my subjects.... Sounds challenging for me...

Biochemistry, Biostastistics, Biology, Malaysian Studies, Chemistry, Medical Science....

To get know more about those subjects... I did copy one textbook for reference~

Poceed to the next, for the practical~

Our sir and mdm did told us about the practical...

Too much of rules for it, but it seems like professional.. kaka~ I love it..

With a pure white lab coat, leather shoes, glove, mask and spec~

Fuyohh~ Looks like a doctor.. wakakaka~

Few weeks later, the very first medical science practical........ Blood Grouping~

And I`m the first one who tested... haha... my friend will be my first " doctor "~

*+* Meet My New Friend, Ferlaine *+*

*+* Joslin , Sharon, Ferlaine inside the lab *+*

*+* Wrap with Alcohol cotton... Coldd~ *+*

*+* Applying force~ Kinda pain ~ *+*

永远的１８岁庆祝！

坐在窗的一旁，静静的听着鸟儿歌唱~ 突然觉得心情好平静。。回想起那天我和好多朋友们庆祝生日的欢乐~ 真的好谢谢他们的安排~ 搞得我好感动呢！如文忠 [我好朋友] 所料，只差一点，我的眼泪就掉了下来~ 我告诉了我朋友们，今年是我最开心最感动的生日庆祝~ 讲述那天，其实不是我生日的当天，但是他们决定提早庆祝~ 其实他们想给文忠和Ivan一个惊喜~ 到头来，他们说主角我也有份儿哦！好吧，跟大家分享我的快乐^.^

那天，君姐 [文忠的老婆] 早上驾车到老公的酒店载我和我老公，随着她的答应，他带我们去吃美味的早餐~还是她请客哦！呵呵呵呵~ 我，君姐和我老公是很好的一堆~ 你们相信吗，君姐还亲我的哦！=) 其实我也不太在意咯，看我老公的意见咯~ 吃得饱饱，吃得舒服，慢慢的安全的她开车载我们去金河广场。因为君姐是个如假包换的游泳老师，也没办法，她抽不到时间来陪我们咯~ 就好像换岗位，哈哈哈，淑怡 [大家叫她“老鼠”因为她很像！] 就刚好那时她说要参我们！到了那里，我和宝贝还有老鼠，一起走街咯~ 走着走着，我们的收获越来越多咯~ 先买了面膜，然后就是衣服咯~ 时间慢慢过，我们摇个电话给锦福 [文忠的好朋友，苹果的老公]和苹果 [锦福的老婆]，问问他们要不要跟我们一起吃饭~ 去金加利茶餐室等了满久他们终于来咯。

吃饱了，文忠就载我，锦福和宝贝去brem mall 买礼物和唱歌~结束了一个小时的歌唱，大家就走去买诸位寿星的礼物哦~ 超搞笑的！走着的路程，我和宝贝看不到文忠他们！当然就是摇个电话问他们在哪~ 他们的古老答案竟然是 “有缘就会遇到！”~ 靠！！那么大的商场，哪里那么容易遇到哦？！不过，我们还真有缘的！我刚好在礼品店看东西，居然遇到他们在选毛公仔~ 还是超大只的~ 我好奇的问他们要送给谁，文忠说要给君姐的，还问我如果我是她会喜欢什么颜色~ 他知道君姐是我好朋友，我一定会帮他做最好的选择~ “就褐色咯！不会太容易肮脏。”也刚好，我宝贝要送我公仔，文忠和锦福看到傻眼，立刻拉宝贝说不用破费~ 我也觉得到底发生什么事了？认识我的人，也知道我的生日有没有礼物也是无所谓~

买了礼物，也包好了~ 驾着车去找其他朋友，也由锦福带路到一间山上的餐馆庆祝~ 晚上了，自然路也暗了，还好锦福的驾车技术挺好的~ 坐他车也很稳哦~ 费了半个小时，我们到达了目的地，有雾水有风~ 好凉！看着锦福拿着特制的蛋糕给招待员，我们也好期待看看那蛋糕的样子~ 听他们说那蛋糕的来历可不简单哦~ 叫了好多东西吃，一面吃一面高谈阔论~ 好久没有这种感觉了~ 今年也是第一次我宝贝在我身边陪我庆祝生日哦。当然我和宝贝是有备而来的，买了一瓶红酒当文忠的生日礼物。。吃了好多东西，我也认识到几位新朋友，Ivan, Vincent 还有很多~ 填饱了肚子，蛋糕也出场咯！一个桌球的蛋糕！价值两百元耶！还是特别定做哦！

但是，最意外的是。。。。。我的名字。。。。。竟然有被写在那里~ 我傻眼了！他们还大声地说 SURPRISE!!!!!! 我眼眶开始挤满了眼泪，还是忍着不释放~ 拍照的过程，突然发觉到有个东西在后面。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。原来，是文忠拿着那只大公仔~他说送给我~ 他还承认，刚才他说要送给君姐是骗我的~ 我好开心哦，原来我宝贝也知道的~ 只是不讲~ [宝贝，你好坏哦~ 但是谢谢你哦！爱你~] 感动的抱着我老公，一直告诉他我很开心！送给文忠的红酒就开来喝咯！我们喝剩的烈酒也派上场咯！大家不断的灌酒！当然我也不例外！最可怜哦，文忠和Ivan差点被朋友推下餐馆的水池哦~ 还好电话，钱包全部拿出来了~ 不然阿，泡汤咯 =P，也同时，Vincent 请我和宝贝在四月尾去他举办的生日会~ 当然我们很乐意咯！那么好玩！

搞到两点多早上了，大家也累咯~ 锦福载我，宝贝，老鼠，苹果到酒吧看看咯．．当然，我们也带着累累的心情下，由锦福当司机载我和宝贝到酒店去休息咯。。就这样，我的庆祝就在这开心的一天完美的结束了。。

－朋友们！我的生日庆祝会照片就快放在本ｂｌｏｇ出现咯！尽情期待！！－

My Best Holiday, Langkawi ( 22.3.09 Till 25.3.09 )

*+* Unbelievable!!!! *+*

*+* His GF Won`t Angry Mie =.=! Me And My Best Friend (Joe) *+*


*+* Reached Airport! The Best Ending For My Langkawi Trip~ *+*

*+* That`s Joe`s Camera =.= ! Why Jin Fu Promoting It? *+*

*+* Looks Like Cookies =.=!!! I Think I`m Hungry *+*

*+* It`s Totally Like A Mirror!!! I Love It! *+*

*+* Green Land, Blue Sea.. The Nature Of Earth *+*

*+* Just Simply Do~ But My Friend Said " Got Cha" To Me =.="! *+*

*+* Shadows Of Life! Which One Is Me? Clue: I`m The Active One! *+*

*+* Nice Lighting~ The Evening Beach Side *+*

*+* At The Airport~ Waitingg.............. *+*

*+* Waiting For Departure *+*

*+* Best View For Evening *+*

*+* Black Sand Beach Side~ *+*

*+* We Wonder How We Get There? =.=! Scary You know! *+*

*+* After Enjoying The Waterfall.. Same Time.... =.= Very Cold! *+*

*+* Pretty Hot Up There!! *+*

*+* We Are The First Customer Of The Day! *+*

*+* They Deserve To Do These For Food!! Kakakaka! *+*

*+* Now I Know Rabbits Are Seeking For Food!!! *+*

*+* I Love rabbits!! But this is the naughty one !!!! hehe *+*

*+* Kinda Blur.. Waiting For The Cable Car Operation! *+*

*+* See! We Are The Earliest!! Wahahaha! *+*

*+* Nothing To Do At Beach Side~~ Hot! *+*

*+* I Love The Grey Rabbit!!! Very Cute! *+*