Wednesday, May 20, 2009

What`s My Mood Status ?

Too stress on my studies? I do not have an idea on it... Honesty that`s damn stress my dears~ First semester I have to suffer for those " stranger ", I mean subjects that I did not learn before... I wonder what`s my mood status now... Feeling of depress, feeling of missing.... Are these punishment that I deserved after I did a lot of things?

Fully of relief just because my father upgrade my Microsoft to 2007... Nowadays I do not have any worries on my incoming assignments... Suddenly, I felt depressed... What`s........... What`s wrong with me... Do someone missed me? I knew my heart contains a weird taste... Not to say full taste... Guiding me to moody status and I do not have any concentration on my revisions for incoming mid semester exam (15/6 - 22/6)... For few days, I used to sit beside window yet enjoying shining stars... Even though I had a packed schedule for studies... Unrealisable, I did the same things since I started University life... Surprised?

This is the 7th week in the University... Used to get know all the locations of labs, classes, halls and more... I did very tired, need to exchange five to six buses per day for double journey... It almost takes 2 hours to reach the destination... Dears, If i don`t know how to tell you my problems... Blog is my first choice of expression... Sorry to say my english level still very weak... I do read newspaper for everyday.... no worries... relax just wanna "record" all my incidents and feelings here only...

" Happy Go Lucky ! Copyright By Sharon Low Sze Hean... "

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

我。。那么没用~

四个星期了。。我在大学的日子已经渐渐第四个礼拜了~

原以为功课可以轻易的完成,怎知道,做完了又再来。。再好了又再来。。

之前我无意中,把我老公拿来出气~老公,真得很抱歉~

应该是学习环境改变的关系,对功课比之前更积极了~ 我只想做到最好,好让妈妈对我有信任~

心里其实一直闷着东西,自己也不懂得什么来的,想告诉我老公,但是。。不知道要怎样表达

所以我选择被老公觉得我不关心他,没关系,再大的压力我也可搞定,我们的感情一定没事的

这也是我对我们建立的感情中充满的信心~ 最近好累,不是赶功课就是做assignment

很多天了,打开电脑就是写功课或者做电脑老师的功课~现在的我渐渐的不像以前了~

我很像一个不体谅老公心情的女生!几天了,不断责怪自己没有好好陪你。

对不起,我爱你。。。

我做的一切,也是为了大家未来着想~

今天又要赶assignment了,还蛮累得。每个星期四还要presentation哟~还真讨厌!

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Days In My New Environment..... MAHSA College

Dear blog,

Such a long time i didn`t update my posts.. I`m sorry darling..

Kinda busy for few days, yet, happily to say I tried something different in college~

First day of my lesson, there`re many assignment pending for my class..
Sadly, my course schedule packed everyday !! T.T Some of the day until 6pm..
Just scan through the list of my subjects.... Sounds challenging for me...

Biochemistry, Biostastistics, Biology, Malaysian Studies, Chemistry, Medical Science....

To get know more about those subjects... I did copy one textbook for reference~

Poceed to the next, for the practical~

Our sir and mdm did told us about the practical...

Too much of rules for it, but it seems like professional.. kaka~ I love it..

With a pure white lab coat, leather shoes, glove, mask and spec~

Fuyohh~ Looks like a doctor.. wakakaka~

Few weeks later, the very first medical science practical........ Blood Grouping~

And I`m the first one who tested... haha... my friend will be my first " doctor "~



*+* Meet My New Friend, Ferlaine *+*

*+* Joslin , Sharon, Ferlaine inside the lab *+*

*+* Wrap with Alcohol cotton... Coldd~ *+*

*+* Applying force~ Kinda pain ~ *+*