Friday, July 31, 2009

MCs

Today was third day I fell ill.. It was torturing me since Wednesday evening..

Remember that participle day I went to Mid Valley accompany my friend to buy table fan..

While I'm on the way back, I felt dizzy.. And finally I faint.. Fell down accidentally..

But these incident I did not tell my friends and my family, I scared they worried..

So glad that one uncle help me up bring me for a seat and ask how am i..

When I reached my station, no cabs willing to fetch me home.. I think it might be a big jam..

Walked for 45 minutes, hold my suffer, hold my pain.......

I saw my house, I was glad to reach my house.. Lie on my bed, full of darkness in my eyes~

No feeling, no energy, feel like dying dying and dying... (No one in my house)

I can't stand the feeling anymore... Finally, I fell ill... Heavy flu, Coughing, fever and sore throat...

I want to tell my friend that I'm not feeling well.. Unfortunately, my friends busy.. Cant do anything..

First day of sick, torturing and suffering.. high fever gone and came back...

I hate fever..

Thursday morning, I can't even stand or sit properly on bed.. My mom was worrying me..

She did not sleep well yesterday night.. She cares me for whole night.. Thanks to have her..

Thought that I can recover Thursday, who knows Friday I can't make it to class...

Headache came to find me... So sad that I have to do all of things to cure my ill..

Almost 10 litres of water I drank for each day now..

Frankly, I gonna vomit if I drink water again..

I wish I could maintain back my good health as usual..

Guys and girls, drink more water, don't eat oily food..

Do not fall sick, it is torturing your health..

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Sobxx

Such a bad day, my bubei had something wrong again since 2 weeks ago.. T.T

Sobz, bubei bubei.. Don't make me worry about you..

Without you, my life will be nothing..

Without you, my life will stuck..

Without you, my friend can't call me for assignments and homeworks...

Please don't leave me!!!! My beloved bubei.......... handphone~

Talk with someone whole day.. Wondering who =>

Chatting + Gaming + Blurring today...

Check out my friends profiles, they're pretty girls..

Same time i wondering why can't I just same as them to be a gorgeous girl..

No time to exercise, no free time to manage a proper meal.. Perhaps............. no comment..

Might be excuses.. Might be true..

Nowadays I try to slim down myself.. Have to motivate myself to do more exercise~

Of course I won't skip my breakfast ( One of my way)

Always food in small portion ( Ususally I will take medium )

Exercise ( I need time.. Only thing i do will be sit-up for every morning, go away fats!! )

Oh ya, forgot to mention.. So glad that I found my blackheads solution!!

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Today is a hot day, Can't really do anything to cure the hot feeling..

Arranging my notes for those different subjects...

3 weeks, easily to get headache by just looking at the notes..

Worrying my studies, can't really absorb what am i reading also....

Homeworks and assignments increasing...

ZzZzZz~ So sleepy man.. I need coffee~~~~

Nite Guys and Girls~
The End of Today...

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Schooling Is Not Easy

Day by day, finally it remains 3 more weeks to do my revision~

Previously, I could not think what's gonna be my final examination mark~

Full of nervous and tensions, sitting at the pc lab in my Uni...

Of course I saw a lot of couple here ( Indians )~

Hopefully my dear will be with me until the end of my studies..

Kinda moody today, didn't accompany my dear also.. Haiz.. I wish I could do that~

I hope I can be with him for few days to warm him up~

Count down my examination days, my lecturer giving me a lot of stress..

At last I have to manage it myself.. Crazy huh?

My relatives said I became thinner.. My answer was stressed and studies..

It's true also.. Few months ago, I started to skip my lunch.. Losing my appetite..

Do hope I can manage to take good care of myself~

Sore throat, ill, flu and etc.. Especially coughing for few weeks already.. Kinda worried myself..

Dear my friends, I'm happy that you all cheer me up..

I hope I really can do well in my final examination.. Hope I won't fail in my exam~

I don't want to retake my 1st sem.. ( The easiest semester for my MLT course!! )


T.T sob sob

Thursday, July 16, 2009

To Head Off A Disaster

Should I say I pray to god everyday?

Should I say I pray my grandpa everday?

Should I say I'm lucky because I did well?

Should I say I'm blessed by my family members and friends support?

But I would say yes for all... I'm so glad to have them..

Because of them I did well in my driving test~

That's the fate shows I should be driver for my family and my friends~ It's my pleasure too =)

Because of them I did well in my oral test today~

Surprisingly, I spoke fluently in front all my classmates =)

Because of them I did my assignment without any mistake~

And these, makes the lecturer smile often... Should be nice right? =)

Anyway my final is coming~ Very soon my first semester going to over ~

Frankly, I'm not willing to leave my first semester~ The easiest and full of joy~

I do really hope that the coming semester will be fine~

Still, I can maintain my relaxing and joyful life~

I love you to all my supportive friends.. Especially for someone that do not want to show their motivation in front of me~

Last but not least, 2 words to my family members, thank you is a must!!! I love you !

Anyway thanks for everything!

(^o^)(")

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Driver? Passanger?

Driving or sitting? This will be my last chance and I accept the fact! { my fate? T.T }

Sobzz.... Sadly, I can't attend my practical today T.T..

I can't meet my friends and hang out with them today T.T..

I missed my lecturer today T.T..

* Observing my watch * ditt.. dot... dit.. dot.... Tension man! Gonna take my exam soon..

Since last month I took my driving test, I failed~

So disappointed yet I still can't motivate myself very well to pass today..

Wondering I manage to pass or not T.T~

Brush my teeth ( bling bling~ shining man~ XD)

Went Clinic to take my MC ( Today I`m absent XD but doctor simply provide MC... kakaka)

Took my beloved breakfast ( milk + cereal ) yummy~ Wanna share with me? ( =P no way!)

Reading provided handout ( Biochemistry - Enzymes + Hormones) As revision? [Tough T.T]

Blurring in front of the pc and look after my games and MSN~ XD

(Facebook - Restaurant City, Pet Society, Barn Buddy and Happy Farm) lalalala~

Writing my blog? (erm..... of course or else how can you read my blog? =.=" Swttt~ )

Last but not least, WAITING A HANDSOME BROTHER FETCH ME (for driving test =.=")

Haizzzzz...... Wish me luck ya~

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Something changed

Good morning Sunday, sadly, Today I'm not very well.. Facing my coming soon final exam~ *Stressed* Headache, fever, cough etc.. Mood changing and changing.. Sometimes better sometimes worse and even worst~ Nic, thanks for calling me yesterday, so glad that u concern about me.. Your words really cheer me... A mount of assignments waiting for me to finish within one week, yet, my exam is coming and i can't manage to finish revision my Biochemistry.wonder that i have enough time to manage my studies and him or not.. Well, I think i could and I hope I could~ Facing financial problem now, I need a laptop for assignments in my Uni, waiting for loan balance~~~ * Waiting *

Talk about him, I quarrel with him almost 1 week continuously.. I did blame myself always
can't accompany my bf, of course not for him only, even for the exs... Frankly, after my SPM examination, a bunch of regretful in my mind.. turning and turning.. Like what my friend said, you did not pay anything how you gonna get back, " No pain, no gain" That's what they told me~ Refresh those words that annoy me from last year, I tried to put more hardwork on my studies~ I just want to get my diploma certificate with full of distinction remark from MLT Department.. So glad that I did my recent presentation very well.. ( Next will be my Oral test ) Nowadays I tried to train myself in English~ Learning learning.. Listening shouldn't be a problem for me.. For writing, ya i think, vocab and grammar (=.=")~

I do hope my dear can understand my situation.. Possible be alone for a period in my studies.. My aims, my targets, I need time and hardwork to achieve and to gain my best!