Wednesday, October 21, 2009

My days

Finally, my brother get his result.. Well, glad to say he did very well and there's 3 A's for him.. Congratulation my dear bro, Keep it up.. ! Same time it makes me sad as well.. I wonder why I will cry when I'm taking my shower.. Stand in front of mirror and blame myself, start to close my face and cry, can't I just clever than my dear brother ? So curious about the reasons, really hope I can beat my brother.. Hmmm, as what my mom said I'm always remain as a winner,I can't face failure in my life! It's true! Quite headache to face this kind of inborn attitude.. In the other way round, I don't want it ! I hate it ! Leave me alone!

Pending my result already 1 month, nervous! I went my uni today for my result.. It's harsh to say Bloody Hell to the admin.. All my friends started their new semester and I have to stuck in first semester holiday, still remain semester break! I hate my holidays! I need my studies! Unfortunately, there's one more week to go, predict my result will be there after school reopen.. sad! Well, before I forget, I have to congrats my friend that he got his own sweetheart.. Blessing them to be happy forever since I saw their lovely couple pictures..

For me, almost one month I didn't update my blog~ Helping my grandma to print and check something at office and yet.. I realise I couldn't accompany my dear for weeks so do him.. His tough semester is on going, do hope he can take care very well and study smart~ For sure, missing him is the must for me, missing him also my responsibility as we know we are husband and wife since we patch back.. Love him forever.. 66 days more to meet him, really do miss him badly especially night time when I needed him so much to lend me a warm hug and a lovely kiss~

While waiting, I did a lot of things to spend my holiday but of course mostly goes to shopping with friends.. Certainly, I do not have any financial support from my mom as I do not have school.. Currently, facing financial problem for pocket money, no worries, saving brings benefit! Hahaha... Holidays make me change a lot.. Main will goes to motivate myself study hard to achieve the aims I have been set since form 4 to be a highly educated girl ! Oh yea! I'm not a beauty but I'm proud that I'm highly educated..

As what I know, to love a person, not for their outlook but their heart (eg, my beloved husband, Nicholas =D ), of course with 5C's ( Capability, Care, Career, Confidence and Consideration ).. Maybe my dear don't have a good outlook, with 5C's that's enough for the rest of my life =) So glad that he trusted me for such a long time.. Thanks for your support, Love you my beloved dear~