Schooling Is Not Easy

Day by day, finally it remains 3 more weeks to do my revision~

Previously, I could not think what's gonna be my final examination mark~

Full of nervous and tensions, sitting at the pc lab in my Uni...

Of course I saw a lot of couple here ( Indians )~

Hopefully my dear will be with me until the end of my studies..

Kinda moody today, didn't accompany my dear also.. Haiz.. I wish I could do that~

I hope I can be with him for few days to warm him up~

Count down my examination days, my lecturer giving me a lot of stress..

At last I have to manage it myself.. Crazy huh?

My relatives said I became thinner.. My answer was stressed and studies..

It's true also.. Few months ago, I started to skip my lunch.. Losing my appetite..

Do hope I can manage to take good care of myself~

Sore throat, ill, flu and etc.. Especially coughing for few weeks already.. Kinda worried myself..

Dear my friends, I'm happy that you all cheer me up..

I hope I really can do well in my final examination.. Hope I won't fail in my exam~

I don't want to retake my 1st sem.. ( The easiest semester for my MLT course!! )

T.T sob sob

To Head Off A Disaster

Should I say I pray to god everyday?

Should I say I pray my grandpa everday?

Should I say I'm lucky because I did well?

Should I say I'm blessed by my family members and friends support?

But I would say yes for all... I'm so glad to have them..

Because of them I did well in my driving test~

That's the fate shows I should be driver for my family and my friends~ It's my pleasure too =)

Because of them I did well in my oral test today~

Surprisingly, I spoke fluently in front all my classmates =)

Because of them I did my assignment without any mistake~

And these, makes the lecturer smile often... Should be nice right? =)

Anyway my final is coming~ Very soon my first semester going to over ~

Frankly, I'm not willing to leave my first semester~ The easiest and full of joy~

I do really hope that the coming semester will be fine~

Still, I can maintain my relaxing and joyful life~

I love you to all my supportive friends.. Especially for someone that do not want to show their motivation in front of me~

Last but not least, 2 words to my family members, thank you is a must!!! I love you !

Anyway thanks for everything!

(^o^)(")

Driver? Passanger?

Driving or sitting? This will be my last chance and I accept the fact! { my fate? T.T }

Sobzz.... Sadly, I can't attend my practical today T.T..

I can't meet my friends and hang out with them today T.T..

I missed my lecturer today T.T..

* Observing my watch * ditt.. dot... dit.. dot.... Tension man! Gonna take my exam soon..

Since last month I took my driving test, I failed~

So disappointed yet I still can't motivate myself very well to pass today..

Wondering I manage to pass or not T.T~

Brush my teeth ( bling bling~ shining man~ XD)

Went Clinic to take my MC ( Today I`m absent XD but doctor simply provide MC... kakaka)

Took my beloved breakfast ( milk + cereal ) yummy~ Wanna share with me? ( =P no way!)

Reading provided handout ( Biochemistry - Enzymes + Hormones) As revision? [Tough T.T]

Blurring in front of the pc and look after my games and MSN~ XD

(Facebook - Restaurant City, Pet Society, Barn Buddy and Happy Farm) lalalala~

Writing my blog? (erm..... of course or else how can you read my blog? =.=" Swttt~ )

Last but not least, WAITING A HANDSOME BROTHER FETCH ME (for driving test =.=")

Haizzzzz...... Wish me luck ya~

Something changed

Good morning Sunday, sadly, Today I'm not very well.. Facing my coming soon final exam~ *Stressed* Headache, fever, cough etc.. Mood changing and changing.. Sometimes better sometimes worse and even worst~ Nic, thanks for calling me yesterday, so glad that u concern about me.. Your words really cheer me... A mount of assignments waiting for me to finish within one week, yet, my exam is coming and i can't manage to finish revision my Biochemistry.wonder that i have enough time to manage my studies and him or not.. Well, I think i could and I hope I could~ Facing financial problem now, I need a laptop for assignments in my Uni, waiting for loan balance~~~ * Waiting *

Talk about him, I quarrel with him almost 1 week continuously.. I did blame myself always
can't accompany my bf, of course not for him only, even for the exs... Frankly, after my SPM examination, a bunch of regretful in my mind.. turning and turning.. Like what my friend said, you did not pay anything how you gonna get back, " No pain, no gain" That's what they told me~ Refresh those words that annoy me from last year, I tried to put more hardwork on my studies~ I just want to get my diploma certificate with full of distinction remark from MLT Department.. So glad that I did my recent presentation very well.. ( Next will be my Oral test ) Nowadays I tried to train myself in English~ Learning learning.. Listening shouldn't be a problem for me.. For writing, ya i think, vocab and grammar (=.=")~

I do hope my dear can understand my situation.. Possible be alone for a period in my studies.. My aims, my targets, I need time and hardwork to achieve and to gain my best!

What`s My Mood Status ?

Too stress on my studies? I do not have an idea on it... Honesty that`s damn stress my dears~ First semester I have to suffer for those " stranger ", I mean subjects that I did not learn before... I wonder what`s my mood status now... Feeling of depress, feeling of missing.... Are these punishment that I deserved after I did a lot of things?

Fully of relief just because my father upgrade my Microsoft to 2007... Nowadays I do not have any worries on my incoming assignments... Suddenly, I felt depressed... What`s........... What`s wrong with me... Do someone missed me? I knew my heart contains a weird taste... Not to say full taste... Guiding me to moody status and I do not have any concentration on my revisions for incoming mid semester exam (15/6 - 22/6)... For few days, I used to sit beside window yet enjoying shining stars... Even though I had a packed schedule for studies... Unrealisable, I did the same things since I started University life... Surprised?

This is the 7th week in the University... Used to get know all the locations of labs, classes, halls and more... I did very tired, need to exchange five to six buses per day for double journey... It almost takes 2 hours to reach the destination... Dears, If i don`t know how to tell you my problems... Blog is my first choice of expression... Sorry to say my english level still very weak... I do read newspaper for everyday.... no worries... relax just wanna "record" all my incidents and feelings here only...

" Happy Go Lucky ! Copyright By Sharon Low Sze Hean... "

我。。那么没用~

四个星期了。。我在大学的日子已经渐渐第四个礼拜了~

原以为功课可以轻易的完成，怎知道，做完了又再来。。再好了又再来。。

之前我无意中，把我老公拿来出气~老公，真得很抱歉~

应该是学习环境改变的关系，对功课比之前更积极了~ 我只想做到最好，好让妈妈对我有信任~

心里其实一直闷着东西，自己也不懂得什么来的，想告诉我老公，但是。。不知道要怎样表达

所以我选择被老公觉得我不关心他，没关系，再大的压力我也可搞定，我们的感情一定没事的

这也是我对我们建立的感情中充满的信心~ 最近好累，不是赶功课就是做assignment。

很多天了，打开电脑就是写功课或者做电脑老师的功课~现在的我渐渐的不像以前了~

我很像一个不体谅老公心情的女生！几天了，不断责怪自己没有好好陪你。

对不起，我爱你。。。

我做的一切，也是为了大家未来着想~

今天又要赶assignment了，还蛮累得。每个星期四还要presentation哟~还真讨厌！

Days In My New Environment..... MAHSA College

Dear blog,

Such a long time i didn`t update my posts.. I`m sorry darling..

Kinda busy for few days, yet, happily to say I tried something different in college~

First day of my lesson, there`re many assignment pending for my class..

Sadly, my course schedule packed everyday !! T.T Some of the day until 6pm..

Just scan through the list of my subjects.... Sounds challenging for me...

Biochemistry, Biostastistics, Biology, Malaysian Studies, Chemistry, Medical Science....

To get know more about those subjects... I did copy one textbook for reference~

Poceed to the next, for the practical~

Our sir and mdm did told us about the practical...

Too much of rules for it, but it seems like professional.. kaka~ I love it..

With a pure white lab coat, leather shoes, glove, mask and spec~

Fuyohh~ Looks like a doctor.. wakakaka~

Few weeks later, the very first medical science practical........ Blood Grouping~

And I`m the first one who tested... haha... my friend will be my first " doctor "~

*+* Meet My New Friend, Ferlaine *+*

*+* Joslin , Sharon, Ferlaine inside the lab *+*

*+* Wrap with Alcohol cotton... Coldd~ *+*

*+* Applying force~ Kinda pain ~ *+*