Move on Semester 3

Dear my beloved blog,

Unconsciously, 6 months past. Too much of sad memories in Semester 2, creating too much of tragic incidents among friends. I miss them when they're new to me, so kind and cute. As time goes on, they are changing, used to be so selfish to each other, lies, betrayers and more. Thankful to my beloved, he still supporting me even I have not enough time to accompany him.. Same time, I'm so sorry for not accompany you perfectly.

As you know, I set my target and now I wish I would enjoy my holiday now but I'm still missing you in my mind. Very sorry for those days, I was staying in hostel for examination. I have been learnt much while staying in hostel. Commonly, I wouldn't ever wash my clothes with my own hands, I don't feel hard to wash a few clothes but at last I feel so. I can feel how hard my mom do this in my house daily without any help. Besides, I'm so glad that I know how to manage my time to keep my bed clean, neat and tidy. My mom, she taught me to fold my shirts, clean my room and way to arrange my clothes nicely. Anyway, Thanks my mom, I love you.

Exactly 20 days I've been in hostel, no entertainment, no games life, such a bored ! To be honest, the only entertainment available......... Books.. Study~~~~~~~ Study~~~~~~ Seriously, you will become crazy if you stay hostel for long time ( for my hostel ).. But it's good, so that it forces me to study whole day without any disturbance or game attraction. Well, There's some pictures which posted on my facebook with a title " My Hostel Life ".. I would like to appreciate my beloved friend, Lee Peak Ngan ( Hostel Resident ) which allow me to stay with her in her room.. Thanks a lot !

2nd Semester ROCKS !!

Scanning list of semester 2 subjects; Microbiology, Immunology, Immunohaematology, Diagnostic Haematology, Parasitology, Clinical Biochemistry, Anatomy and Physiology and Moral Studies... Kinda excited to face new challenges, new syllabus~ First of all, I would like to brief about all the subjects and my current status with those subjects :-

(a) Microbiology

Lecturer: (Lecture + Tutorial) Mr. Sreejith
(Practical) Mr. Sreejith

Step into my classroom, my very first lesson was Microbiology... Wondering what it gonna be~ Well, possible it will be interesting since I know that it is all about bacteria and viruses~ Borrowed some related books from library and refer for weeks, realise that how interesting Microbiology will be, how diseases occur in this world, how scientist introduce their theories and researches~ Nowadays, H1N1 occupied as a biggest issue in the world still Hepatitis B and C will be the 1st in disease caused by viruses in the world.. It sounds interesting and challenging~ But... There's something I hate the most =.=" !!! From what you understand what is Microbiology, same time you need to memorise such a long long long long and damn horrible LONG NAMES !!! lol .. Banging my head to the wall, too bad I love this subject~ Just because of joyful of making bacteria culture.. Culturing those viruses that bring harm to human being... To test, to culture, to cure, to research, to diagnosis~ Currently, I did my bacteria smears, Staining for bacteria, Observing how bacteria looks like and identified accurately =D


(b) Immunology

Lecturer: (Lecture + Tutorial) Dr. Jega
(Practical) Mdm. Sree

Hoho.... The hardest subject I'm facing now ! lol.. I think most of you will know, obviously this subject related to our human immunity towards diseases... Gain some knowledge about antibodies, such as IgM, an antibodies that produce in human body naturally when delivered in this world within 6 months old; IgG, an antibodies that produce in human body when antigens stimulate the immunity of specific human body and etc... Just mentioned world highest dangerous disease, Hepatitis B and C... Every kid given Hepatitis B protection, by inject vaccine to all babies borned since 1990.. Sadly, till now there's no vaccination for Hepatitis C ( sigh~ ).. A lot of people wondering why Hepatitis B and C having the highest rate of infectious but why not Hepatitis A? Scientist found out that Hepatitis A spread the infection by oral, food, seafood will be the one, seafood lovers are advisable to take vaccine against Hepatitis A as it may cause liver cirrhosis when it goes to the terminal stage.. Unlike Hepatitis B and C, it infect to host (human being) by a drop of blood that contact with wound or any injury of skin.. Isn't it crazy? One drop of blood can cause one person to face the whole life of infection.. Pity.. By time, I had learnt till Antibodies and antigens, the method of performing serum towards antigen.. World, I will be joining The WHO ( World Health Organization ) bring my research and if possible with my vaccine to cure disease that out of solution...


(c) Immunohaematology

Lecturer: (Lecture + Tutorial) Mr. Sreejith
(Practical) Mr. Sreejith

By the way, Quite speechless about this subject as it almost same with the combination of Immunology and Diagnostic Haematology that we going to discuss next.. From the name given for this subject, dealing with blood is a must and of course with the other human specimens too (Stool, urine, Sputum, tissue fluids, saliva, etc...) Kinda shocked when I know I'm going to collect those " disgusting " specimens from a patient.. What to do, just used to it.. Training myself to face it.. The nightmare of my life, the SMELLS !! Yucks!!!!! Just hope it won't be a phobia for me =.=" !! Rarely stools and urine (unless the patient is required for a glucose estimation) will be collected.. Majority blood will occur daily in the rest of my life.. Observe our human common blood component; Red Blood Cells, Whit blood Cells, Platelets and Serum (obtained after centrifuged, without anticoagulant added to the blood) or plasma (obtained after centrifuged, with anticoagulant added to the blood)... Definitely it will be fun and exciting when you involve in hands-on exercise always~


(d) Diagnostic Haematology (D.H)

Lecturer: (Lecture + Tutorial) Mr. Sreejith
(Practical) Mr.Sreejith

Simiilar as Immunohaematology =D~ Did you know what's the major difference between this 2 subjects? Obviously the name ! xD lol... Did you donate any blood before? If you did, where did your blood will be ? Did you heard about blood transfusion? Did you wonder how doctor and nurse tansfuse the blood from one person to the other blood acceptor patients? Well, you're considerate if you did care the others.. Have you even wonder your blood holding a chance to save a person in the world.. Don't be stingy, guys and girls be sincere, donate your fresh blood to help a person in the world.. A pack of 250ml of fresh blood bring back a worthful life, how meaningful is that~ Be frank, not for ladies or girls, donation of blood is just a process of saving.. I have interviewed few friends, yet I found out they are facing fears towards the needles~ Common for everyone, holding a fear when the needle approaching to your vein, and I'm the one ! Currently, I have recovered from needle phobia.. Started to hold responsibility of testing, grouping by using various type of Anti sera (grouping reagents) and cross matching of bloods~ Save human in the world as much as I can ~


(e) Parasitology

Lecturer: (Lecture + Tutorial) Mr.Sreejith
(Practical) Mr.Sreejith

Almost similar with microbiology, difference just the study of parasites... Cancers that causes by a tiny parasite which rated as highly dangerous once they enter human colon (intestine).. every illness will started in primary stage but end up with terminal stage.. Besides for determination, identification plays the main role in this subjects~ Bacteria, Viruses and Parasites having same appearance when we view under microscope~ Short brief about Parasitology (not much syllabus to discuss).. The famous parasites that causes diarrhea; Entamoeba coli (a parasite commonly spread by using spore). Entamoeba histolytical (a parasite spread through oral to intestine and spread evenly with a ratio of 1 nucleus to 8 other daughter amoebulaes and it will lead liver abscess or intestine cancer unless it given medication earlier)... So scary when I heard this hazardous parasite~ We can prevent it by avoiding raw food as well as dirty hand in contact to our mouth~ Reminder ! Do wash your hand regularly yaaa !!!


(f) Clinical Biochemistry

Lecturer: (Lecture + Tutorial) Mr. Joseph Lopaz
(Practical) Mdm. Saras

Not much to say about this subject~ Since my lecturer always in a busy status due to meetings and councils~ Till now, only practical available in class.. Mid semester examination is coming.. Can't imagine how we going to survive in this subject that without a lecture to provide us notes and guidance.. Only hope that we can pass through this hard time by gaining extra knowledge in practical lesson... Full of sadness! I missed my Ex Clinical Biochemistry lecturer T.T Unfortunately, we need to say good bye to him since he provided a better offer from the government~ Bye and take care Mr. Pannir.. Miss you ever~


(g) Anatomy & Physiology

Lecturer: (Lecture + Tutorial) Mdm. Sree
(Practical) Mdm. Sree

A subject harder than Biology indeed.. The study of human cells, tissues, systems, structures and functions of everything involved in on human body~ Quite useless and nonsense this subject occurring in my subject list~ Sigh~ Happiness to escape Biology (a bored subject compare to microbiology).. You know, the nightmare is just began~ Escaped Biology, continue by Anatomy and Physiology =.=" ! What's The Difference Man !!!!! ROAR!!!! I hate this I hate this SUBJECT as well as this LECTURER !!!! Lecture = Read notes.. making me to sleep~ Glad to see that she changed her teaching method~ Is good~ Wait and see~ Trying to cope up or else I am DEAD in final !

(h) Moral Studies

Lecturer: (Lecture + Tutorial) Mr. Aladin

Obviously, Moral Studies and Malaysian Studies are compulsory for every college students in Malaysia.. Since I took my Malaysian Studies in previous semester, this semester i will be facing last MQA (Malaysia Qualification Agency) subject~ Hurray!! Hm to describe this subject is very easy~ A word and a sigh required~ " BORED!" Gladly, my lecture is a good guy and brings a lot of jokes to wake us up~ Thanks to him anyway, hope we appreciate what he taught us lately~ =D


As a simple conclusion, few subjects need 3 semester to complete~ To make sure we can master and expert in the specific field~ As we moving to other harder semester, clinical attachment period is approaching us~ Be confidence on your decision~ Do the best achieve the rest~ Just try to be as good as doctors, perform better skills avoiding error in everything~ Cover the world with a sheet of love and cares~ Valuable life is the best among the rest~ Appreciate your life, HUMAN!

Dahh~

Pending for months, everyday, every minute and every second~ My mind fulfill with result grades A, A-, B+, B, B-, C+ and so on~ But the only thing i focus is just the F grade =.=" ~ like to think tooo much ? Opsss~ Just worried my bloody malaysian studies ~ Haiz, do hope so i manage to pass but not for distinction, lolx ! Because I know my own ability, I hate subjects that similar with my history ( memorise )~ Yet, I hate my MS's lecturer as well ! haha ! He is a troublesome old man, love to bring issues from small to big til the ears of head of department...

Well, kinda nervous that day before my result is out~ Funniest thing was my lecturer open the door and look at me give out a sigh =.=" At the moment, my brain full of disappointment just feel like fed up with my result~ Sir came out with a paper, I know that's my batch's result ! I'm the first one who stand in front of the notice board... Once the result is sticked, I took a ruler and refer~~~ ~~~~~ Surprisingly, I did not fail any subject yet I got 5A's, 2B+ and 1C for malaysian studies with a pointer of 3.48 (CGPA) ~ Should I say I'm too happy or relief?

With my broken english I still manage to get B+, that's good enough for me anyway ~ Quickly, I hold my phone and dial to my mom abt this good news... Of course, she was shocking abot my unexpected result~ Just really thankful to eveything I did so that I deserve to get this to make my mom feel proud of it ~ 1st semester is over, and now I'm facing the 2nd semester, challenging pathway is waiting for me, just have to promise myself and try my own best to maintain the pointer so that it won't waste my time due to repeat the previous semester~

My days

Finally, my brother get his result.. Well, glad to say he did very well and there's 3 A's for him.. Congratulation my dear bro, Keep it up.. ! Same time it makes me sad as well.. I wonder why I will cry when I'm taking my shower.. Stand in front of mirror and blame myself, start to close my face and cry, can't I just clever than my dear brother ? So curious about the reasons, really hope I can beat my brother.. Hmmm, as what my mom said I'm always remain as a winner,I can't face failure in my life! It's true! Quite headache to face this kind of inborn attitude.. In the other way round, I don't want it ! I hate it ! Leave me alone!

Pending my result already 1 month, nervous! I went my uni today for my result.. It's harsh to say Bloody Hell to the admin.. All my friends started their new semester and I have to stuck in first semester holiday, still remain semester break! I hate my holidays! I need my studies! Unfortunately, there's one more week to go, predict my result will be there after school reopen.. sad! Well, before I forget, I have to congrats my friend that he got his own sweetheart.. Blessing them to be happy forever since I saw their lovely couple pictures..

For me, almost one month I didn't update my blog~ Helping my grandma to print and check something at office and yet.. I realise I couldn't accompany my dear for weeks so do him.. His tough semester is on going, do hope he can take care very well and study smart~ For sure, missing him is the must for me, missing him also my responsibility as we know we are husband and wife since we patch back.. Love him forever.. 66 days more to meet him, really do miss him badly especially night time when I needed him so much to lend me a warm hug and a lovely kiss~

While waiting, I did a lot of things to spend my holiday but of course mostly goes to shopping with friends.. Certainly, I do not have any financial support from my mom as I do not have school.. Currently, facing financial problem for pocket money, no worries, saving brings benefit! Hahaha... Holidays make me change a lot.. Main will goes to motivate myself study hard to achieve the aims I have been set since form 4 to be a highly educated girl ! Oh yea! I'm not a beauty but I'm proud that I'm highly educated..

As what I know, to love a person, not for their outlook but their heart (eg, my beloved husband, Nicholas =D ), of course with 5C's ( Capability, Care, Career, Confidence and Consideration ).. Maybe my dear don't have a good outlook, with 5C's that's enough for the rest of my life =) So glad that he trusted me for such a long time.. Thanks for your support, Love you my beloved dear~

Cookies~

*+* Bought our ingredients, hi-tea at Gasoline *+*

*+* Joslin and Sarbesh at Gasoline *+*

*+* Old fashioned oven but bake nice cookies *+*

*+* Corn Flakes cookies *+*

*+* Process of arranging *+*

*+* Our production, half finished.. *+*

*+* Observe the container *+*

Days Of Cookies

There's once in my life time~ Hang out with my college friends for ingredients.. Took all those useless items put in my trolley instead of my needs~ I love my friends, they're funny~ always telling me variety of jokes, making a lot of laughs~ 12/9/09 I went out with them.. I brought them to Time Square Cold Storage... Saw a lot of veges, Ingredients, Baking needs etc.. i took a trolley exactly look like an aunt... wahaha.. walk here and there.. turn here and there... and my friends laughing like a monkey~

It takes half an hour, I finish searching my ingredients.. One of my friend pull me to the non-halal section and asked me a question~~ " Will malay come in? " I totally blank out and sweat.... Everyone know the answer =.=... Of course i end up her question with dots ...... kakaka~ But I'm sorry to say it is too harsh to talk to my indian friends~ hehe~ But anyway, I really like to mix up with them~

It's quite late when i reach home.. Took a nice hot shower ( Rainy day ) ~ Lye on my bed cover with a thick and warm blanket~ Missing him so much.. Just feel like hug and kiss him.. Miss his body temp to warm me up T.T Argh~ tears dropping~ one drop by one drop... I really can't wait to meet him~ Hate myself so much that i needed him so much every night~

From the ex night we being together, I started to cry and miss him even I just lye on my bed~ silly huh ? Over flow the love on him ? Don't know~ Few days didn't online and accompany him, felt so guilty and depressed... This wife didn't do well her responsibility on her hubby.. Banging head to wall... So stupid!!

One depress and unhappy night passed... Started my next day ( 13/9/09 ) with a full of refresh mind~ Open my eyes from sweet date dream, hugging my bluster and smile.. I knew my hubby will always be right beside me =) I knew he woke up and sure smile beside me and observe a piggy wife =D~

Brushed my teeth happily, drink a cup of low fat milk and changed my clothes (I don't want to wear pajamas and bake my cookies ) Sharp 1130am my friends came... Saw my mom, thought she's my sister... Surprisingly, they call my mom sister!!! wahahaha~ Finished the intro, we had our small portion of breakfast and started our baking process..

Guess what~ We did 100++ of chocolate mocha cookies and corn flakes cookies~ What I like was flour on my face~ haha~ and they almost turn my kitchen around.. of course my mom will be the one who suffer ( She needs to clean up for me ) Thanks mama ~ muaksss Love you~ So much of hard work... It took 5 hours to finish those baking process...

To save our time, 2 of us making corn flakes cookies ( sounds great and tasty ) Actually is a combination of corn flakes, chocolates and butter only... Only important steps is to mix up everything and put in the freezer~ We are so tired after we finished everything~ Feel happy when we success our cookies with a nice color~ So, anyone want to try my cookies? =D Just let me know, I'm glad to lend a few pieces =)

I Love Cookies~ Same time I learn baking cookies is just for my dear =D

Because I'm going to be his future wife as well~ =D

Freeeeee ~~~~

Yahoo!!!! Finally I'm free from 1st semester~

So glad... Anyway goodbye my 1st sem and say hello to my 2nd sem~

Sharon, Welcome to MLT's specified subjects... Microbio, Immuno, C. Biochem and etc

But still I can't free from MQA subjects T.T ~ Moral will be the next~

Frankly, Can't wait to face those fresh challenges~

New practicals, new theories, new lecturers~

Do hope so my lecturer will be better than the first semester~

Same time, I'm so sorry to my lao gong~ I do not spend more time accompany him~

Most of the time with my friends, making my cookies and some hang out...

Really do miss him even though i'm outside...

I know he did the same thing~ But still i feel so guilty... didnt be a good lao po for him~

But i promise i will do~ =D muakssss to my lao gong~

Few more days wanna go genting~ My mom reserved a resort for me and my 2 friends~

Planning to stay there one night on 16 Sept... Can't wait for it....

Looking forward what will we do at midnight ~~

Shhh..... =D I'll tell you guys after I'm back yaa~

Today went out with my friends, buying my ingredients happily~

Is there anyone want to try my homemade cookies?

I'm not so sure it can success or a failure...

Nehhh... Try for everything... Exactly headache you know... Ingredients and methods will be my challenge...

Instead, I have to face my 40 years old Oven T.T!! Argh!!

Told my mom to buy me a new oven so that it would be easier for me...

Main thing is it won't transfer a nice look cookies to a charcoal =.=" Sweatzz~

So jealous with all my friends, they owned an oven T.T ~

Whatever, Just go on and try ( I tried before, it was lucky that the cookies can be eaten! )

Funny... But tomorrow will be the special and new method I need to learn...

Skills of Piping with nozzles, skills of making icing for the chocolate cookies topping~

I hope my friends and family will like it...

Wish me luck...

My phone out of credit today.. I mean whole day...

Kinda worry and miss my beloved... Finally I went back home earlier so that I can accompany him~

Muaksss.... once again~ sorry my lao gong~ muakssss~

102 days to go to meet each other~

I can't wait for that day~ muakssssss~ Love you... and lao po promise will spend more time with you ( even though through pcs and webcams )

I don't want to leave my lao gong lonely muaksssss~

Love Ya... muaksss~